sniffles.

is the name of maddie's humongous dog, and is also what i can not stop doing all day!

life at home is good. working and playing and seeing my babies. and my friends...
just sad that ryan is gone now..but we had the perfect time ever while we were together. i am definitely not as sad as i used to get..i think it gets easier and i know i am going to see him again. and i am so happy with the time we had together that i can not complain about anything. i am as happy as a clam. [you know i never really understood that saying..hmm]
i am sick, and the doctor doesn't know what is wrong with me. i have to get blood work done and the whole sha-bang.
i swear i will write an in depth entry about the last 3 weeks or so of life..but here are the main points..
-meeting ryan's church friends...i know laugh it up..he has church friends..
-spending new years eve with his parents.
-dinner//family time the day after x-mas was one of the best nights i had so far.
-seeing my babies a lot.
-just laying in bed in the morning snuggled up in the blankets cause he has no heat in his room and laying there until about noon because we could.
-new york with ryan & the family :)

it was really uneventful the whole time we were together but i feel like it was the most fun...
things are ok. actually not really, but that would involve a whole lot of story that i don't wanna get into/don't have the energy to talk about.. and this was just such a bad time of year for it too...but i know certain people are here to help me through it, which is so great.

well, i am off to bed cause i am pooped. haha
x kcrumbs