superrr awk.

i think my hand has an extra amount of lines/cracks in it...interesting.

i have 3 pages of bs done on my arab-israeli paper. womp womp womp.
tonight i went out with a bunchhh of pm's for meredith's 21st bday. loads of fun. we went to BWW. it makes me miss the zone when i go there cause Jessica used to work there and bring home food. probs why i got so large that semester. haha.

the train is bothering me loads. i miss him. a lot. well, i just miss all my friends. you should all listen to Jesse Lees song "itsagirlthing" and jesse james "ilooksogood" both prettty awesome if i do say so. but so is justin beiber. especially because HE SINGS MY LIFEEE.

so i decided this is what i hope:
boy and girl were planning to move in together. boy got scared. boy broke girls life/heart apart. girl cried. girl goes to camp/summertime. boy=stupid. boy decides he was wrong. boy asks girl for her forgiveness and admits to girl he is stupid. girl, already moving to nola for job decides to give him ONE LAST CHANCE. boy doesn't need it because boy and girl live happily ever after.

doubtful, but i like to dreammm.
speaking of dreams, i had a dream i got my friend preggo and we were in high school and in the library going to meetings for something and this guy comes in and touches me and i got preggo. WHATTT? then B comes in and is like, oh heyyy about that, my bad. and buys Plan B for me. hahaha weird, i think so.
i also had a dream that my creeper professor found my teddy and blankie in my backpack [no worries not possible. they are in the dirttty.] and he made fun of me in front of the whole class. and i cried. weird.

James would have turned 22 yesterday. stupid death. stupid boys. they are ALL leaving me. first James, then Will, now Ryan.. i am surprised Tim and Bryan are still around. womp womp womp. I miss James so much though. i will never ever ever forget math class with him sophmore year. i wish i had said yes to going out with him instead of being so awkward. but we had fun the next summer, so i guess that is all that really counts. gosh, high school would have been SO lame without him. i just hope he is laughing up there. [Budddddy, i miss you. everyday. sending you a BIGGG hug, a push up against the locker squeezer. LOVE]

ok, i am done rambling. i believe.
i legit do not know if i will make it through the next week. vomitttt.