we talked. he listened. i listened. we will be friends. i have no doubt of this in my mind. to be honest, nothing feels different. i took down the reasons he loved me and put up something jessie made me "if there is anything that i have learned about kelly k. it's that her colors don't fade. no matter what. not even when someone tries to steal them. not even when it rains. because she always brightens up my day" and a card big made me. the pictures are all up, i just feel like taking them down would be a lie because it says that he was never in my life and i don't ever want to think that or feel that.
we had pm roast and toast, the seniors get roasted by someone, usually their littles, and then toasted by their family via letters...seeing as technically i am a senior and since i will be gone next spring, i went this time around. jessie roasted me and it was awesome. since i was not scandalous at school i ended up telling her some funny stories about my life aka sex stories/stupid shit i have done/about the boys at home and it was super good. she did an excellent job. just being with all my sisters for 2 nights was excellent. and actually just what i needed. no matter what i would never trade joining pm over the 3 other sororities. it was hands down the best decision i ever made in my life.
1 huge computer science project and 10 page paper on winston churchill due tuesday, 1 10 page paper on the american influence in the arab israeli conflict due thursday [the 13] 2 take home exams and 2 regular exams away from being able to seeing my best friends. may 20th at 5pm cannot come soon enough..
What is your current state of mind?
curious, anxious, hopeful.
What or who is the greatest love of your life?
camp...anything at that place, the feelings it brings, the things it has brought to my life, the way it makes me truly happy, the way that it is the one constant in my life..
What is your most marked characteristic?
that is something i am not too sure of actually..maybe i will find that on my journey i am taking this year...
What do you most value in your friends?
honesty, faithfulness that they won't throw me under the bus any chance they get, and the ability to handle me at not only my best, but when i come into their room and fall on the floor because my life falls apart. not the ones who simply walk away.
What is your greatest extravagance?
probably i'd have to say buying jewelery. i don't wear any of it, but i like to have it.
Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
"you know what i mean" i don't know how to stop saying it.
When and where were you happiest?
Paris, France March 2008. Hands down the greatest 34 hours of my entire life.
Which talent would you most like to have?
i would love to be more artistic and i hate that i am not at all.
What is it that you most dislike?
not understanding something when it seems so simple to you.
Who are your heroes in real life?
my grandpa...and ryan's mom, i find everything about her life incredibly interesting and the things that she has done absolutely amaze me.
Who are your favorite writers?
jodi picoult and dr. seuss
What is the trait you most deplore in others?
selfishness
Where would you like to live?
new orleans.
What do you consider your greatest achievement?
going to Wales for 6 months
What is your motto?
i don't know right now. i lost it a few days ago i think. along with everything else..i'll find it soon enough.
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