weekends.

how is it that i still have so much work to do?
i went to see a tutor for econ, but i feel like i am more confused now? i don't know..but i have an exam tomorrow and am feeling ok, but i feel like i still need to keep studying.
i just feel like no one else here has the amount of work i have to do, and it is annoying. ughh.
i am either going home Friday night, Saturday or Monday. [that might all change though depending on if Ryan is coming home] but i have an econ exam tomorrow and a political science one on Friday. a 1-2 page write up on a reading for Egypt on Wed, and a 2-3 page response on readings for Tues and Thurs for my geography class. then another one next Tues for Geography [kirstin is turning it in for me] and then a political analysis on anything i want due next Monday [about 1.5 pages] ughh school, you hate me don't you?

anyways, in other new: i was sick this weekend, i think i am going to go to the dr on tuesday if i have time between work cause i have something in my lungs [i've been having to use my inhaler a lot lately, cool i'm like dying] i started up working out again and i love the way i feel afterwards. but it is hard to breathe. ugh. umm, what else, not much..life is super boring! i was super happy that the Saints & Dolphins won, but that the Eagles lost! boo. i really am enjoying football this year more than normal. i am not sure why though!

thanksgiving is so soon! i can not wait to go back to jersey! i just want to see my baby lion moo moo and hug him and snuggle with him! i am hoping Ryan comes home, but won't be devastated if he doesn't because I get to see him Dec 16! when i fly down to nola for our adventure together! yayyy! ONE MONTH TODAY! yippieee! he called today, he is on a job now so it was really nice to talk to him! i don't think his parents knows that he is thinking about coming home, so it would be really nice for them. i am really hoping the weather is semi nice because i am DYING to go hiking, and where i am in VA really has nowhere to go, so it would be so lovely to be able to go. plus i really want to hang out with my dogbreath sister. and i am hoping that not ALL the leaves have fallen in nj yet? so maybe it will be somewhat pretty? hmm.. i am just excited to drive home and see the fam. i miss them. especially my aiden and kenziedoo. and HOPEFULLY i can see my other 2 loves? even if it is just for a meal? i dont know, i just miss the two of them more than words. this summer seems like ages ago, so i am hoping that i can see them....

i am however [hopefully] hanging out with Tim! i talked to him the other day and i miss him loads.! i also talked to roo and we are getting together [if she ever gets home!] and devy might make a trip down to see me so yayy for my loves!!

i love this song, it's been in my head all day..this is my favorite line:
I miss all the little things I never thought that they’d mean everything to me..