sooo, i've been sick for the last week or two, like legit sick. so i finally decided to go to the doctors and i have a sinus infection, super, but not surprised there at all. soo, i also can't hear out of my right ear and my face has been legitimately pounding and i can't stop coughing which is causing me to not sleep at all! sounds fun, huh? well, at the doctors [the on campus one] he gave me nose spray to try and break everything up, antibiotics, and then another prescription and told me to come back after i got them cause he wanted to give me something else, turns out i got vic.odine along with a cough medicine that has co.dine in it. SUPER. so i took the cough med before i went to bed last night and my lip swelled up. WTF?! weird. but i took it the night before and nothing happened? so i dk if i'm allergic to it or not hmmm... but i still don't feel good at all. and i am going to go back to see him on monday cause i wanna just like rip my ear off.
anyways, its parents weekend. my least favorite weekend at school. my parents can never come, i mean, az was like super far. and here is too i guess, but i just hate seeing everyone with their parents. and i am sick so i want my mom to be here. and i am just like, super not in a good mood cause i am sick. and i just want to see ryan. we've been able to skype a lot the last few weeks, but i am like so upset by not having seen him since march. i mean, seriously?! i understand he is super busy with work, and i am SOO happy that he loves his job. and he just told me he is in charge of all the other tenders, which is awesome cause he is the youngest, but i can't deal with this anymore. its been 6 months. i just want a hug from him. i want to see him. i want to feel that way i feel when i am with him. and it is making me so upset that i don't know how to deal with it. and i feel bad saying anything cause i don't have the time or money to go down there because i am SO incredibly stressed out with school that i don't even have time to breathe. i just want a break from life. and i want to just have time to spend with him.
enough of my babbling.. i just want to have a break. that is all. so now i am going to get some food and try and eat something and then hang some more pictures around my room so i have more happiness around me, and then get back to my pounds of work to do....
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