22.

never in my life did i think that i would sob as much as i did on my 22 birthday.

it literally felt like someone died, and i guess that is because something did. but the truth is, the only thing it changed was the fact that we won't have our house anymore.

i guess i should start at the beginning for this to make any sort of sense....

sorority people came to our school about 2 weeks ago with allegations of things that occurring. so we said we did it all, etc. then we had meetings, where we were told we would most likely be on probation... they said worst case scenario, we would in fact loose it. so we pretty much all went in thinking [with the 4 women from nat.ionals who were there] that we would be just getting probation, with some members having the possibility of being on individual probation among other things.

well, yesterday on my lovely 22nd birthday, we had a meeting with people, where el presidente of it. was there, along with one of the women who was at our meetings 2 weeks ago. and our advisors, and the person in charge of randy m. gl stuff. and we were told that it is being taken away because of things we've done..

never in my life has i seen 30 girls break down into tears in literally a flash of a second. it was ridiculous. literally, it hurts my heart thinking about it. we were told we can appeal it,

there are no words to express the anger i have. i just don't understand how they just kept saying they wanted to know if we could change and then not even give us a chance. it just literally hurts my heart.

it just literally feels like a joke. and i am so upset. and i am so angry. so thanks for the WORST birthday present in the history of birthdays. you are awesome.