a thought..

so, there isn't much new to say from me..just been hanging out. went shopping with melaney, bought sunglasses, jeans, and a purse, for under ₤ 10 which is like $20 [super good! i love love love Primark :) ] then we went food shopping, watched LOST on friday, and made some taco's and slept over her flat on friday night. we bought LOST on itunes, cause we are THAT cool. and then saturday we got up and went to Mumbles, but it started to rain, so we just got food and then came back cause she needed to pick up her computer from the computer fixing store. it was broked =[ and then we went to the movies with Jon, and his 2 friends. we saw Over my dead body, with Eva Longoria. it was super cute. i really liked it. and i can not wait for 27 dresses to come out here! i wanna see it SUPER bad.

so, i've had a lot of time to think since i've been on this journey so far. tomorrow is a month since i've left the States, and it is kinda hard to believe it has ONLY been a month, i feel like i've been gone for ages upon ages. and it is JUST a month since i've seen Ryan, and it literally feels like forever. but at the same time, i am like--OH MY GOSH! it is already february! ahhh. so it is like a huge mix of emotions. i mean, don't get me wrong, i LOVE this experience, it is amazing, and wouldn't trade it for the world, it is just super hard, cause in Arizona i at least had the ability to call everyone whenever i wanted. now, not so much. and the time difference is killing me! haha. but i love it. and i am happy...

a while ago a friend sent me this...and told me that no matter what she loves me. and hopes everything will be ok..

so, i was going through my email earlier today looking for an email address, and came across the email which contained this picture. and i sat there, even though i know this song, and i read ever word of it. and it brought tears to my eyes. because me and this friend went through a tough time in the last 2 years. and i thought it was because of some things, then i found other things out, and wonder if it was because of other things...
but no matter what was the reasons for things being super weird and awkward, i realized i miss having certain people in my life. especially this person. and in a way i wish i could go back 3 years ago, and done it all over again...because there are so many things i would have done differently. but what are you ganna do, ya know. you learn from your mistakes, and hope that people can do the same. and if not, then i feel like that person was in your life for a reason. and they helped you for that part...and it just hurts when sometimes people don't make it to the next stage of your life..
but i know things will be ok.

love you no matter where you live..
kelly.crumbs