sleep.

i haven't been able to sleep lately. first i can't fall asleep, then if i do fall asleep i end up having dreams and i wake up and then can't fall back asleep. i wouldn't say they are bad dreams, but they are weird and about people i havent seen/talked to in forever. so it is kinda weird....but last night was the first night in so long i have been able to actually sleep, which so incredibly good.

i have been hanging out with kelsey a lot lately which has been a ridiculous amount of fun. we've been planning sar's bridal shower, which has been interesting to say the least. neither of us have ever been to one and well, haha it is just interesting trying to deal with the maid of honor [she lives in cali] i am getting more and more excited for the wedding though, especially since we have the shoes now and dont have to be worrying about them. but it has just been extremely wonderful having her and alex to hang out with because i dont really have many friends up this way. we went to the movies the other day, we saw extremely loud and incredibly close which was soo good, realllly intense though. and we went to dinner and it was just nice to hang out with friends. it makes me happy that we are getting to be pretty good friends.

mary came to visit which was good. jessie was supposed to come too but her sister went into the hospital and was really sick, so she couldnt make it. i was kinda upset i am not going to lie, but what are you going to do.. it is just that this was the 2nd time j said she was going to come visit that she didnt...i just hate getting my hopes up. but it was so nice to see mary. i forgot how much fun we can have just doing legit nothing. we went out friday night with kels and alex and then saturday we didnt do much cause IT FINALLY SNOWED! we got about 6-8 inches or so :) but it is all melted now. we went to the diner and i introduced her to disco fries and diners. haha and we just hung out all day on saturday and watched movies and stuff then sunday we got bagels and she got some taylor ham egg and cheese, she loved it. i always try to introduce my friends to the jersey things..haha. but it was just fun having her and being weird and i needed it.

i am getting excited for this job, but also kinda nervous now. eekk. i am just curious as to how everything is going to be in comparison to alabama. i mean, i loved so many things about alabama and i am actually missing it a lot right now, especially julia and yakkk. but what are ya gonna do?? i talked to julia the other day and it was lovely. she wants me to come visit for her bday but plane tickets are a jillion dollars. womp. i would pretty much do anything to go visit her though, especially cause she lives in florida. haha.

i need to go be productive and actually do something aside from just laying in bed... i worked tuesday and yesterday though so i don't feel TOO bad about being lazy today. womp. i am beyond excited though because tomorrow i am going to see my all time favorite movie--beauty and the beast--in 3D. i cannot tell you my excitement for seeing this movie with m. when i found out it was coming out to movie theaters i decided i had to go see it, but i mean, considering aside from tuesday i havent been to the movies since april, i didnt think it would happen. haha i cannot wait. :] then saturday i am working from 9-5 and im going out with k&a. so i am excited for the weekend. yayyy.
hope everyone has a good rest of the week/weekend.