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so then it was christmas eve and christmas, which was good. nothing exciting. i got a north face, which i wasn't expecting at all! and then a saints hat, alabama sweatshirt [i really wanted something that said alabama since i lived there for so long!] and an lsu t-shirt. earrings and a few gift cards. it was a quiet christmas..but a good one :)
and yesterday i napped and did nothing all day and it was lovely! then i went out to dins with roo and we went on an adventure as always and then i dropped her off and picked up kels and we went to new bar and said bye to some people who were flying back to their various places and then to pub to see sar and andypoo. it was nice to see her. things never change with her and i love it. we talked about the wedding which is getting close! eeekkk! and i am excited for it. and today i went to brunch with falan and we chatted about life, as always which i love and it was nice just to see her, she is in san diego these days-eek so far! and then i went to the mall with kels and alex looking for shoes for the wedding/stuff to wear on new years.

so my friend m, i have been basically telling her everything about e lately. and i dont know what i would do without her there to vent to. it is funny because i was just getting to the point where i was accepting that e and i wouldnt run into each other, since we hadn't yet...and then i did. so it was a lot to deal with at once. anyways, m has just been literally listening to me be all excited and happy and also freaking out but she keeps telling me that things work out the way that they should and she just told me that i shouldnt hold back because i am afraid of getting hurt, which is exactly what i am afraid of. but it is funny because i tell people these things all the time and i never believe them. but i think i am going to this time. i am tired of being afraid of things and letting these people slip away because i am afraid to make big moves. i couldn't stop smiling for about 3 days because of just seeing him. i mean, that has to mean something right?! i mean at this point i just wanna hang out/be friends i would be completely content with that...
well, i need to finish getting ready cause i am going out with roo kels alex and other people... so here's to a great end of 2011 and hopefully an even better start to 2012 :)
happy new years [a little early!]