although i now have the lake, i miss the pool. laying on a raft or tube, no lake weed, not having to drive to camp... i just miss it. camp, i KNOW i still have it. it might be the ONLY constant thing in my life at the moment, but it doesn't mean what it used to. it used to mean carefree days of laughing and now it is a tiny bit more stressful and a lot more tiring. i am sure it is just the old age adding to the tiring, that and the children crying/needing something during the night. haha. but i love it. and i would never give it up for anything. and i know it is going to be a...interesting [the best word i can come up with for now..] summer, but i am GOING to stay positive. jasper told me i need to. and i trust her with everything. so here's to a positive summer. and i know it is very very likely to be my last one for a bit. it will be a good run at summers 1998-2010 without stops. haha. so here's to a good last one! and finally, no school...well, although i am taking a class at county, i am still rather annoyed because monday morning rolls around and i am sitting here twiddling my thumbs thinking about what to write. i did get a 20/20 on my last essay, yesss, but it still is just annoying. and i don't want to think about it!
so scotland came! and now she is gone :( it was so weird, seeing her was amazing and i loved it, but it felt like she NEVER left! which is such a great and amazing feeling! i love when it's been a while since you've seen someone and it literally picks up like it never left at all. that is when you truly know you have an amazing friend. absolutely wonderful. anyways, so she got here tuesday and we just came home, ate dinner with the family and then went for a walk/hung out at the park and then came home and went to bed early. wednesday was nyc with reggie. we went to central park :) had a picnic and went to the met [i sat on the steps outside, they went in..] and then we met up with jasper and her friend for dinner and then me and scotland went on the staten island ferry at sunset which just gives a beautiful view of the city and the statue of liberty! also, it was fleet week and OH MY what gorgeous navy boys did we see...haha ;) then we drove to elaina's and had a sleepover! and thursday was BEACH DAY! it was just good to be back with my friends again :) i like it when my friends are together and people who i just feel me with! so we went to point pleasant and it was really cloudy everywhere but GORGEOUS at the beach, not tooo hot and not too cold, but just right! we had another picnic! this time on the beach and the water was way too cold but we stuck our toes in! and i fell asleep and got super bad sunburn on the backs of my legs! but elaina and scotland got sunburnt too so i didn't feel sooo silly. then we went back to elaina's and napped/watched Now and Then, which i haven't seen in years and omg love ittt. haha then we all went back to my house and Friday was SURPRISE DAY! we legit didn't tell kp where we were going and halfway there we made her put a towel over her head in the car! haa, we ended up going to Milford-- first the Milford diner for some pancakes ;) then to milford beach for some fun at the river and then to sunrise mountain where we laughed and took tons of pictures! saturday me and weeg lifeguarded at camp and sunday we went to child's park with roo! it was so gorgeous and sooo much fun! and went to din with aunt d and then monday we went to my uncle's and kp met my whole fam :) and we had a nice bbq on memorial day! and then we went to chris boyd's house for a bit at night, mm weirddd. haha. and tuesday was our girlie day. we got our nails done and then went shopping a bit and then made some awesome tacos for dinner! wednesday we hung out all day and then we went to elaina's house for PORCH SWING NIGHT 2010. well, needless to say we were all drunk. jasper elaina kp and me stayed over and beaker came for a bit. it was AWESOME to have ALL my friends together. i missed us so much. we drank and played with sparklers and it was fun. i may have had a mental breakdown, but i mean we all have our downfalls...haha then thursday we went to pines lake for some fun in the sun/rest before airport :( and then me and kp went to the mall and shopped! and then had a splendid dinner and then we were off to the airport. it was an AWESOME 9 days. absolutely awesome. and i miss her and hate that she is a stupid computer screen now. BOO.
so other than that life has been boring. worked at camp sat and sun and started working out again. and today i went shopping with aunt d in chester, gap and coach. love it. [i am cleaning her entire house pretty much, hand washing all her f-ing china..everything] so she took me out for some shopping :] got a few cute tops and a skirt and shorts. love love. then a wristlet thing from coach :) and then we went to the tavern for some drinks. new favorite drink: FLIRTINI. <3 haha.
now i am still trying to pick up some pieces of my life...one day at a time.
waterfalls, roo me kp :)
me and elaina down the shore
elaina me and weeg!
me, scotland and reg in nyc
me and elaina at sunrise :)
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