september?!

ok, time out..where did septemeber come from!?
i can't believe that i am sitting back in good ol' con.rad right now. ughh. hah!

so really fast cause i am TOTALLY avoiding my reading..
summer was absolutely amazing. the best one i think i may ever have had. i mean, don't get me wrong there were terrible things that happened this summer, but it was just absolutely amazing. i had fun every weekend, was pretty much always happy, got a bunch of cool programs, and just all in all, it was super! haha. i did middies, beach party, grand tour, mini/lcf, sailing. and for the first 4 weeks i was with weegie and then the last week i was with elaina and pico, so it was amazing! it was really hard without ryan there on those days where i just needed a hug or for him to make me feel better in the simple ways he did. but it was good to be able to be at camp and not have to make sure he was there. it felt right almost for him not to be there.. i feel like that is mean for me to say, but it is very very true. i was able to relax more almost...and not have to worry about when my 2 was and seeing him, or not seeing him. and on the weekends i was able to go home and see my friends again! it was so great! i hung out with tim bry dave and matt almost every weekend! it was so fun to be able to see them again and things to not be super weird like they had been in other summers. i was so thankful to have tim back in my life, i can't even explain it! i've missed having him around. i just think that all in all this summer was great! middies was the best trip i've ever been on, including the ones where i was a camper. i just felt so comfortable to leave weeg and flick in charge when i was gone, and i knew if anything happened on the river i would be able to handle it. i was just very happy with the kids and everything. i think that had a lot to do with how good the summer was...that and my friends, i met weegie [scotland] and pico [england] and they were so much fun! me england scotland elaina and beaks hung out a lot, and it was so fun to have them around this summer! we went cliff jumping with bry and tim and we would go to matts house on the weekends and hang out, and we would just do such fun things! i felt like i was 16 again and could just have fun with them! it was awesome.

after camp, we went to wildwood [scotland england and elaina] and it was just for the night, but we had SOOOO much fun!! was probably the best 2 days ever! we just had a blast tanning/swimming/chasing ice cream trucks ;) / on the boardwalk. definitely a very nice little vacation to have!!

and what else... well, now i am back at school for my 4th year, but deffo not my last.. i really need to do well considering how last semester went, and i'm hoping to. am slightly worried about my econ class, but i am hoping all will go well. i have econ 201, intro to political science, modern egypt, and geography [which i need for my major] speaking of which, i have changed my major/minor to just history. i just want to get out of college. with a degree. so i opted out of education for now. i know i am going to end up getting my education whatever in order to teach eventually, i just really really want to get out of school and into working because I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. i feel like even if i did get a degree in teaching, quite frankly, i don't know if i am ready to be a teacher yet! so, i am thinking that i will do something for a little.. maybe teach in an inner city school after that..then decide if teaching is what i want. but i really just want to do something else. i was thinking work for a.c..a or something random like that, because lets face it, the only thing i am good at is camp. haha. so i'll hopefully be done with school next decemeber. then move to new orleans and figure out life from there? or maybe i'll just travel a lot and be a wanderer. i like that option too. either way, my family hates that i have no "goals" in my life. and it was an interesting week to say the least my last week at home... but i am back at school which is apparently all they care about.

so, i am living with kirstin and LOVE it!!! our room is freakin awesome and it looks amazing! and i just think that the two of us together will be good. we both need to do really well at school, so we are motivating each other. and last year she pretty much lived with me. haha.

i've decided i am going on a diet because i am tired of "me" and i want to be healthy. so i'm running every day this week, i've ran 1.5 miles the last 2 days and walked another mile with an ab work out after. and i'm eating healthy. so, hopefully it will work! my goal is to be able to run 3 miles by the end of the semester and not like die after. haha. so i'll keep you posted on that. i also want to try to lose 15-25 pounds. so we will see!

hmm, i think that is it! ryan is coming to see me soon! i'm going down there for thanksgiving and then i'm flying down and we are driving up north together at christmas time! i am excited to spend time with him and i'm sure i'll write about that when it comes....

xx kellycrumbs.