a song for today..

She's lost, and full of lies
And I tell her so, but she don't mind
Cuz she's in love, with the tears she cries
And I just kiss my love goodbye

She changed it all, wanted her own way
No matter what I do, but she don't wanna stay
Cuz she want to be, someone I can't see
It's killing me, that she wants to be free
She's leaving me now

She's lost, and full of lies
And I tell her so, but she don't mind
Cuz she's in love, with the tears she cries
And I just kiss my love goodbye

Oh love can be turned away
But it always comes back someday
And love can be turned away
But it always comes back Hey...

i've had this stuck in my head all day. i had to go through my i.tunes today cause i had about 20 mixed cd's on my computer and i NEEDED to give all of the songs their names before i put them on my ip.od cause it really bothers me when they aren't named/artist/album. weird i know...

i am going home friday, so so so excited. it is just for the weekend though, it is carn.ball friday and i can't go//don't wanna go//it is weird to talk about...but it is our spring formal...so i didn't wanna be at school for it. plus it is good i wasn't going cause Pa fell on sunday and has been in the hospital and is really bad again. but i just like to go home when things like this are going on. PLUS i REALLLLLY need to be away for a weekend because things are really hard for me.. and now i get to work on saturday and on friday i am going to visit mrs. white and nana!!! i am so glad i get to stop while she is visiting, cause i really enjoy seeing her! [ryans grandma from london] and it is mothers day this weekend, so it will be nice to see momma on mothers day =]

i took my spanish oral today and went superrrr good. yay for studying actually paying off! and that is really all i have to talk about...OH i talked to boss lady and i'm coming back....not sure what the final thought is, but i am going in with an open head and an open heart....

jessica is coming in 22 days!!!!!! this is going to be the most exciting thing ever! and next thursday//friday i am going to kirstin's with her and sam and then friday we are going to vaaaa beach!!!! wooo. lets just pray 1--its gorgeous out and 2--no sunburn this time! haha. but i am soo excited!

not long til sweeeet summer time =]
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