two weeks

there are two weeks until i leave alabama for a long time. hopefully i know what i am doing.. but before i go we are going to see josh this weekend!!! i am SO excited! i miss him here so much. and since nola didnt work out so well i just feel like this is the perfect way to end the trip down here.

in other news. i still feel like i have no idea what i am doing with my life. but who cares, right? ha cause i sure as heck dont. but what are ya gonna do?

i am happy [at least i think so] with the decision i have made not to come back. i just hope that home isn't a disappointment like it has been before. i hope that things with me and tommy talking keep up so at least i have him back home. i am just scared that i am chasing this dream of what i want nj to be like.. who knows..

so here's to the next 2 weeks and to thanksgiving in sc with the fam. i am sure i will have a lot to say about that afterwards...