so things in alabama are going pretty well. the groups we've had so far have been rather interesting so far. i mean, dont get me wrong i am having a pretty good time, but it isn't measuring up to the expectations i had i guess. i really had a high expectation here coming into everything but it is not what i was expecting. i did go white water rafting with the staff as well as going camping with the staff. this weekend we all went to the fair in town too, which was amazing and super fun. but i am just not feeling the job i guess is what it comes down to.
i miss people from home and i am camp sick, which isn't anything new. i always am this time of year, but this year it is just different. i mean, i just feel a lot more lost than i ever was i guess. which scares me a little bit i guess, i feel like i am missing out on a lot from home because i am so far. i just feel like i make these amazing relationships and then summer is over and i am left alone again. i miss beaks a lot, we got so close this summer, even more than i was expecting to, and being able to only talk to her on the weekends is rough. i dkk. i am just excited to get a real job and be closer to home :) i think i am just ready to really start my life as a "grown up" again.
but for now i need to go to bed and hopefully get a good night of sleep, which i haven't had in a while. so hopefully i will be able to sleep :)
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it's hard to be apart from your friends, i get that feeling. i see my friends in boston post pictures of all these awesome things they're doing together, and i'm just hanging out in PA. but i like to think that i'm having my own exciting adventures, it's all in how you look at it. you'll hopefully have great stories to tell one day, and you can come back and they can all be jealous of the time you spent somewhere else :)
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