july?

where is time going? i cannot believe it is alreadt july 9th and tomorrow is the first day of camp! it is so weird. pre camp has gone semi good. i am just beyond exhausted. the 5th was two years since Will died and it was just a super emotionally tiring day. i really feel like sometimes it was yesterday and then other times it feel like years upon years since he has been gone. the staff is amazing at camp, everyone really seems to be jelling well and it makes me happy. i am still a little unsure as of my position this summer, but what else is new.. there are so many new things at camp: we have 2 cooks, 16 first years, 15 internationals, and just so much change! like there wont be all camp cookouts bc there are two cooks. one of the cooks is super fun, he is 23 and from here..he went to kitt. hs and he hangs out with us. the last 3 fridays a bunch of us have gone to boomies which, lets be honest, is always an exciting night. there are about 15 people over 21 on staff, which is awesome. so having someone to go out with is never going to be a problem i feel. haha. middies is this week and i am super excited for it, but nervous as well...here is to a good 2 weeks!