all i want right now is to be on elaina's porch swing sipping some beer, wine or soco listening to some music, playing cards, dancing like a fool, double fisting wine and beer anytime that someone says "sussex county" talking about endless nonsense, playing washers, and having the best time ever...
or sitting around a campfire, listening to the sound of the crickets and the songs of the campfire, seeing the fire glow in the eyes of all the kids, looking up at the sky through the holes in the trees and knowing that for that time, everything is perfect in my world...
or to be canoeing down the delaware, having the sun shine down on me, nothing but blue skies, the sound of the river flowing and breathing in the fresh air..
or to be laying on skytop porch laughing endlessly about absolutely anything and everything and being so incredibly tired that walking to the unit to shower seems like a never ending task...
gah, what i wouldn't do for that right now. the summer seems like forever away. school is going to be a crazy few weeks..and then a 3 day break and taking a summer class from may 24-june 24. then june 29 is off to summer camp...so i mean, i really don't have much of a "summer" of relaxation which would be nice, but i am more excited for a sumer or playing and laughing in the woods...i think because it might be my last, but i am longing for these summer days so much right now..
i also miss Ryan so much tonight. i just want to be laying next to him.
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