phi!!!mu.!!

so this last week has just been beyond crazy.! like legit, i have barely had time to think.

first off, ryan visited!!!! it was the best weekend i've had in a LONG time. we were just like really relaxed, and i know that it probably seems super weird to say that, but i don't know. it felt like everything was perfect to be honest. ok, so he got here on friday around 3 and i picked him up from the airport!! =] and we just came back and i think i took a nap. haha i was SO tired.!! and then we went to dinner and mini golfing!! it was SO much fun! he kicked my butt, not going to lie. but it was seriously just a blast. and then we went to the driving range and hit a few golf balls around! we were having so much fun. then saturday we hung out, we were lazy! and then we went to the driving range again, and we went to the batting cages too! haha and then we got chinese! and drank deliciousness and sunday i had to do a religion paper, and he helped me out with that...which was cute! and he met my friends james, leron, kirstin, and sam! and then we went to the airport at like, 430am cause his flight was at 615. BOO. but it was SO nice and like, i just absolutely love being around him. and on sunday we were laying in bed talking and he was like, i know this sounds weird but i feel like you aren't angry at me for last year and that i've been able to stop feeling so guilty about it because we have both put it in the past and that is why i think this weekend was so perfect, and like to hear him say that was just i dont know, it made me feel SO much better. and i am absolutely in love with him and he is my everything. he just makes my life so amazing. and i am just happy thinking about him...

so this week was recruitment! which was super crazy!! i was SO nervous but i am SOOOO happy i went through with it!! so, monday we had an info session. and then tuesday there were parties at the houses. and how it worked was from 630-8 was 2 parties. one at delta.zeta and one at phi.mu. and then there was 2 more parties from 815-945 at alpha.gamma.delta and kappa.alpha.theta. so i went to all the parties, i didnt like dz at all. i just felt super awkward and out of place, and then at phimu we walked in and i was like, i LOVEEE it. but we weren't there for too long cause the party time was over. =[ and then i went to theta and stayed there for a while, and i liked it there, and then i went to agd. and it was ok, i dk not for me, but they were nice. so wednesday night was agd and phimu first, and i went to phi.mu the whole time, and was like, in love with the girls, and with everything about it! and i just felt like myself there!! =] and then for the 2nd parties i just went to theta. which i really liked, but i liked phi mu more. so what happened the next day was we had to go pick up our bids at the greek life office, which was TERRIFYING! and so i got there at like 115, because i had class until 1 and we had to wait until noon to go. booo. so me and kirstin go and she went first and looked upset so i was like shittt, and i went in, and i got TWO bids! one for phi.mu and one for AGD. and i nearly peed myself. and then kirstin got two from theta and dz. and so now i am going PHIMUUUUUU and she is going theta! we are both SOO happy about it!!!!! so last night we were getting ready and we were kinda sad that we wouldnt be together but we know we both made the right choices.
so last night we got to meet the other sisters and find out who was pledging with us. i am SO happy with it. i was sitting in the campus center and freakin my heart was POUNDING and they came in and we SO excited and it was cute. and then they taught us our song i guess? and we had to sing it on the way to the house. and we were walking there and they ATTACKED us! they like were all running at the 6 of us. it was so cute. we got so many hugs and everyone was so happy. and then we did some fun stuff. and i am just so excited! these girls are so great and i am just excited! =]

so thats about it for now..i don't know. i am sick :[ i have this fever and it won't go away. and i am worried i am getting strep :[