seriously.?

i think i am having a panic attack. cool. seriously is this happening.?
what did i ever really do to deserve this bullshit in my life.?
i mean, i know i haven't been the nicest person in the world to people i should be.
and i know i've made a few mistakes here and there. but seriously.?
like, i can not breathe right now i am so furious. and flustered and angry.
and to top it all off, one of my favorite bracelets broke today. COOL.
really.? like i feel like i must have killed someone in a past life sometimes.
i need to get out of this continet for like 5 minutes. and then i think i will be ok.

but seriously. what. the. fuck.

ughhh. lets hope that everything is a huge misunderstanding.
cause this freaking out..it is NOT ok.
seriously.