Wednesday, 23 April 2008

i apologize.

so to everyone who has to deal with me when i am drunk-i would honestly like to say i am very sorry. haha. with the time difference and the lack of talking to the people i care most about, when i have been drinking all i really want to do is talk to my friends. and drinking 2 bottles of wine with melaney does indeed get me drunk. haha..

you see, i have this group of friends, and we are all very confusing people. we have all made our mistakes and we have all at one point or another been in fights where we weren't talking to each other. but in the end, everything always works out and everything is ok. and i love them. more than i understand why sometimes. but then other times, i know that if they were not in my life, i would be a complete mess. and my life wouldn't be the same. i love the for all different reasons. one of the is like my protector. you fuck with me, she fucks with you. one of them is just there to listen to me complain about boys, other friends, shit at home, just life in general. and then there is one of them who just always makes me laugh. even when i am crying. and sometimes i don't know if they realize how much they mean to me. and the three of them, they just--they get me. and i hope i do the same for them..i miss being away from them. i miss being able to see them. and i miss the way we used to be before things got messy..but i wouldn't change the past, because it makes us who we are-just i miss being a kid sometimes and not having the worries of everything else going on in life.. and it makes me sad that we are so far apart from each other sometimes..but i love them with all my heart. and without them, i know my life would not be the same. so i just want to thank them for always being a part of my life...

ke11yx24: i am a mess over here without yoyu.
la esima7: i'm coming! i'm coming! i'll bring a mop too.
-one example of why i love them...

i am going to Cardiff later to watch cardiff vs swansea in rugby. apparently its a HUGE deal. and i am excited. i just don't really get rugby, even though i saw some games? matches? [i dk what they are called.] in the zone. i still don't get it. haha. should be fun though, hopefully it doesn't rainnn.

love from wales. x

2 comments:

Kristen said...

the rugby game will be fun!! okay, you know what a scrum is, right?? when the big group of people all crouch down and smash into each other, and then someone rolls the ball into the middle? okay, that's what job i do - scrumhalf. watch that person!! i think that's what position bridget plays as well, so if you saw a in arizona, than im sure you saw her playing scrumhalf! (that's the best position, hee hee...in my opinion!!)

love & miss you...have fun!

elaina said...

I love and miss you too. and the fact that you posted that IM just made my morning :)