tired.

i am very tired today. and i slept last night for 11 hours =/ well apparently only america changes time last night, we don't change until the end of march, so as of now there is only a 4 hour time difference from the fam and 5 for ryan. which is coool...

so i was looking up lyrics to a camp song cause i wanted to make sure that i got that right ones for something, and i came across these lyrics for once of my favorites.. On The Loose:
On the loose to climb a mountain, on the loose where I am free
On the loose to live my life the way I think my life should be
For I've only got a moment and this whole world yet to see
I'll be looking for tomorrow on the loose
Have you ever watched the sunrise turn the sky completely red?
Have you slept beneath the moon and stars, a pine bough for your bed?
Do you sit and talk with friends though not a word is ever said?
Then you're just like me and you've been on the loose
There's a trail that I'll be hiking just to see where it might go
Many places yet to visit, many people yet to know
And in following my dreams, I will live and I will grow
On a trail that's waiting out there on the loose
Have you ever heard a whippoorwill singing to the morning dew?
When you hear the bells ringing, do you know they ring for you?
And when you look back on the past, all I really ask
Is to remember me when you're out on the loose
So in search of love and laughter I'll be traveling 'cross this land
Never sure of where I'm going for I haven't any plans
And in time when you are ready, come and join me, take my hand
And together we'll share life out on the loose now
As I sit and watch the sunset and the daylight slowly fades
I am thinking of tomorrow and the friendships we have made
I will value them for always and I hope you'll do the same
And forever we'll explore life on the loose

So, i really like the last verse..i think it is pretty awesome..

anways, so i have like 5 and a hlaf days until Ryan comes, and I am sooo excited. but i have SOO much to do before my MONTH of traveling! i am super excited just to see a friend, never mind the fact that i get to see my boyfriend too! yayy! and i get to go all over England with him, and Paris! we are staying with his grandma for a night too! hehe. i am so excited! so, he comes on saturday morning at 6am. and then i will meet him at the airport, and then we are going to his grandma's for the night, then to paris sunday morning to monday night, then monday night we are in London. then tuesday to wednesday is Kat's!!! and then wednesday night we are going to hang out with Yorkie and Sunny! and then thursday to friday we are at Bumble's!!!! and then we are coming down to Swansea for a night! and then back to London for Easter and hanging out til he leave on Tuesday :( but then Tuesday i am meeting up with Melaney, her mom, Regan, and Janie and we are going to the airport for the night cause the next morning we fly to ROMEEEE! and then from there i don't really know what the plans are. except we are going to Rome and Venice and Florence, and then i fly out of Rome on Tuesday night and head to London and stay in the airport for the night, and fly to Dublin in the morning, where i meet erin for GREECE!!! and then we are in Athens and Santorini until Wednesday night we fly back to Dublin. and then from there we are staying in the airport for the night, and then i fly to London, where i am going to meet up with Bumble and Fidgel, and thennnn i come back to school on saturday i believe. and then the weekend of the 20th i am going up to Bumble's school with fidgel and hopefully starry!! for Bumble's birthdayy :)

so yeah that is my next month..crazyyyyy. I called my momma the other day and i miss her a lot. i used to talk to her about every other day at NAU and now i barely ever talk to her =[ we were talking about like everything...the twins, everyone in the fam [john and jen are building a half million dollar house. wtfff?! which i just found out about because him and jen don't respond to my e-mails, and i miss hearing about the kiddiess. oh, and i talked to aiden the other day and he was like, kel i miss you come home. i cried.] and we were talking about the summer. and when i go to new orleans. and she is worried about when ryan comes out here..she knows about everything that happened with us, and is very supportive of whatever decisions i makes, but i know she doesn't want me to get hurt. but she told me she's never seen me as happy as i am when i am with him..even when i talk about him, and for her to say that is a lot. but i was talking to her about how when i go to nola we might roadtrip home and he might come work & visit camp for 2 weeks. and we would stop at Randolph-Macon on the way home, which i think would be good for me to see it again..ya know? and she thinks that would be a good idea. and our other idea was i go fly there and fly home, and work at camp, and then he comes like 5/6 and hangs out and he helps me move into college and then flys out of richmond. and she got all sad and waas like well, i really wanted to go down there to drop you off in the fall. and i was like, well duh you would come. hahaha. i love my mommyyy. and it is kinda sad cause everyone's parents are coming to visit over break but mine aren't :( i miss them. and cant wait to see them in the airport in june. i really wanna go home so i can see the baby twinssss :( but i can't and that is lame.

anways, i have to get to my paper...i finshed my civil war one, and i do believe it is pretty superb. and now i have to write one on the ottoman empire. STUPIDDDD. i hat hate hate world history. gag me.
love from wales,
kellycrumbs

ps, you should listen to-- sum 41-with me, kate voegele-wish you were here, lifehouse-broken andddd the honorary title-far more.
they are all super good. actually kate voegele's whole cd is fantasticccc =]