i cannot believe that 2010 is over, it completely blows my mind. this was one of the hardest years probably emotionally i have ever been through. well, collectively i would say june 09-june10 was the worst year of my life for many reasons, but 2010 as a whole just sucked. i really thought my life was going to change in so many ways in 2010 and it is funny because here it is, dec 31, 2010 and i feel so completely trapped in this life i am in, and i just need to find that door to open that leads me to something different and something meaningful, but until then, i will get through everything one day at a time, so recap on 2010:
started out with some of my favorite people, jasper cory ryan and brady being very drunk. went back to school in january, ryan visited me at school, a crazy spring semester, lots of health problems with my asthma, black and white party, getting very close to jamie and jessie and just actually loving life, spring break at home, spending a bit of time at camp over break, me and ryan breaking up and literally feeling my life fall apart, friends literally pulling me through the end of spring semester, me and kp becoming closer friends than ever and in may she came to visit--the shore, sunrise, elaina's house and my breakdown, waterfalls, nyc, and milford! best 9 days of the year possibly! working at the gs council and lifeguarding, hanging out with tim and the boys again, hanging out with tommy and justin, precamp starting and meeting Georgia! [finally!] taking friends to meet the boys and the CRAZIEST night of my life, literally.. haha, feeling the magic that camp has and realizing that i will be okay because of this summer and people there. middies, enl, sailing, sailing, birch hollow craziness, a few crazy drunken nights and bad decisions..haha, FLORIDA :) with the cousins and aunt Dee, and georgia and charlie came too! family camp fun, a trip to boston and providence with roo, dev, dan and georgia, and heading back to school for a long final semester, living with kirstin, monica, and mary, turning 23 and a surprise bday party, applying to jobs, ballerinas for halloween, funny decisions before thanksgiving, thanksgiving and family love, actually upset about leaving school [only because of my friends], completing my 30 page paper, and finishing my final semester of school with the best semester at rmc since i got there, being wait-listed from the dream job, moving back home, christmas and a drew brees jersey :) friends and drinks all week long, and now packing to go to providence, ri.
just crazy, those are the things that stand out in my mind as i think back on the year. but the one thing that truly defined this year was my friends who literally picked me up when i fell apart, who were there for me when i legitimately couldn't speak for 3 days because it hurt to, and the ones who this summer made me realize i would get through whatever life dealt me. they are the reason i can look back on this incredibly difficult year and without a doubt realize that life moves on and doesn't wait around for you to get back on your feet. so thanks to all those people out there who taught me more about myself then they would ever know...
so, here is to a happier, healthier, more adventurous 2011, i hope everyone is safe tonight and that they are able to spend it with people who are important to them.
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