sad..and sappy.

i hate today. it is one of the worst days of the year....having to say goodbye to ryan after an entire summer together..this summer was amazing, no doubts about it. and it wasn't that last summer wasn't good with us, but it was just hard, we were going through a rough spot..and this year--i don't know everything was just perfect. things were never horrible with us..going down to the waterfront everyday made most of my day worthwhile cause as soon as i got down there i go to see him and i instantly smiled. and i don't know...i am SO tired of saying goodbye. i want to not have to say it anymore. but we looked up flights from NO to Rich.mond and they are only about 90-110 which is nothing compared to arizona or europe..so he said he is definitely coming in the next month and then most likely for my birthday and then i am most likely going to go down for my fall break =] but honestly things couldn't be any better with him, and i am so in love i feel like something terrible is going to happen because being with him makes everything so great...
i'll write a lot more on my summer tomorrow probably...