stress

the next two weeks of school are ganna be rough. i am stressed to the max. and i have a HUGE presentation//speech next week, worth 25% of my grade or something crazy. ugh. i am sure i will do fine, i have on everything else i am just nervous.

on top of crazy school work, i have to do the room draw thing and register for classed on thursday. ughhh. hopefully being a senior will have its advantages...right?

i really miss my friends and home a lot. ugh.

plus i keep having these really weird dreams. i don't like it at all. :(

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does this ever get tiring for you either? because i am so tired of not knowing where i stand and literally walking on eggshells around you when i shouldn't have to. i am sorry that i don't seem to care or whatever, but it isnt true..i just have so much going on that you don't know about because you don't ask. i am just so confused on everything.


my parents are coming down on saturday. i am just bleh about that right now...ryan is coming to visit cause he is heading home for a little bit...yay for only being 3.5 hours away for a weekish. jessica booked her flight and is coming may 28-june 2nd. i am so beyond excited. and i am in love with phi mu the more i am in it. it is seriously the best decision i've ever made. i'd be lost without these girls in my life right now......

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i am not having a good day//week. i do not like this at all.