romeo and juliet

i am in love with the new song by taylo.r swi.ft... it is amazing....

i've been really bad at writing in here and it makes me sad, cause i feel like i have a TON to write, but it is really mostly pointless ramblings of my life, which has been consumed by sleep, writing papers and doing school work, phi.mu, and did i mention writing papers and school work?? cause legit i have been slammed the last 2 weeks with it! private lib arts schools are horribly difficult. just throwing that one out there..hahaa. apparently my school is easy to get in, hard to stay here.. thats what everyone has been saying...

so i absolutely LOVE being a part of the sorority. and i think it is because i finally feel a part of something again, i got that thing i was missing back into my life. and it is AMAZING and the best feeling ever. i just love it.

i also really really love the holidays. i love getting people presents, and just how it makes me feel happy a lot. but i hate how commercialized everything is. it is kinda gross. haha. but i really need a good christmas cd..any suggestions??

i am beyond excited to trek up to jersey on tuesday. my first time driving alone, and my first time driving it at night. i dont get outta bio until 520 and i am leaving as soon as it is over. i'd rather that then sit in traffic in DC, bmore, at the del mem bridge, and on the turnpike on the most traveled day of the year..... i am super excited to see my babiess too! and to see my parents. i miss them. and talk to them a lot more than i would have ever thought i would in college, but i like it so that is good, right? i wont be seeing roo probably cause she goes to nyc for thanksgivingg. and devo is going to the bah.ama's cause her pops in FINALLY getting married to cara! and it is just ridic. cause i miss those girls more than anythinggg. boo. =[

but exciting newsss--i am going to nyc to see the radio city show with my aunt. she called the other day and wanted to know what i was doing dec. 18th and i was like, schedule is clear! and she was supposed to take my grammie, but with pa being in the hospital and stuff she didnt wanna go, so i got invitedddd. YAY.!! i've never seen it and think it will be SO fun just to be with my aunt for the day, since usually ky or a or kenz or someone is always with us =]

ok, i am pooped. bedzoo for me. xx

lifeee.

well it's been a while. maybe because i didn't have time to breathe lately...haha.
first off, i am officially a member of phi.mu =] YAY. and i adore ever girl in it. and i could not be happier. second, i am beyond excited to go home in 2 weeks!! and third, i am over my head in school work, and do not have the motivation to do it AT ALL!

so-sorority life...i have fallen in love with it. haha. the girls are just amazing. i love my yphis. there were 5 including me. they are my best friends. i know so much more about them then i could ever know. haha, and i dont think i could have gotten through some times without them at my side, basically 24/7 haa. we had some really really great times, and some not so great, but they are seriously amazing! and the week of my birthday was big sis week...and monday we were doing things and all went back to our rooms and since at midnight it was my birthday we all went back to my room to see what I got, and let me tell you..it was soo overwhelming to see all the gifts!! haha. our bigs go crazy with little stuff. so i kinda had an idea of who it was..i really wanted one girl, but i didnt want to get my hopes up. so the next day, my 21st, we came back really late in the morning, and I HAD A FISH in the coolest fish tank/huge wine glass ever. haha. and there was a birthday cake and a bottle of wine =] yayy haha. and a note that said i hope you like nemo haha. [its not a real nemo, but it is a big ass goldfish with white spots that look like stripes.] and a TON more stuff. and then the next night we got food, and the next night was BSR [big sis revealing] so we did some stuff and then we found out who our bigs were and i almost peed i was SO excited because i got jamie!! yayy!! and i was sooo happy i got her. cause i love her and i love kendall [my grand big] and i am a baby ruff rider now. haha cause our family name is the ruff riders =] hahaha. and i couldnt be happier!! and then they took me into this room and there was SO MUCH STUFF in it!! i was soo excited. it was like 4 nights of birthday for me basically.!! haha. and i just love these girls, they are seriously the most amazing people ever...it was one of the best decisions ever.


i am excited to go home..see the fam, john and jens new house!!!! momma and poppa and brotherr. and the lions! and just everything. but i miss my friends sooo much. i feel like it has been an eternity since i've seen them. i dont know why either, it just does.

boyfriend is good, he just got an apartment with a friend, and he seems to be getting good jobs to go out on =] but bad news bears is that he wont be coming home for thanksgiving BOOOO. which means i have to wait til christmas. lame-o. but i really can say that i am still head over heels for this boy..i dont know what he does to me..haha. but i just, i cant even explain it. i love him. one day i called him in tears i was just having a terrible day and he instantly made everything so much better. i just absolutely love him. and he wants to fly me down there to come see him and the apartment...how exciting?! and hopefully, if everything works out from feb 1-7th we will be in key west florida with aunt d and bernie =) CAN WE TALK ABOUT HOW AMAZING THAT WOULD BE?!!? hahaha. i am hoping it happens...

ok, well that is all i am ganna say for now. i am tired and my wrist is killing me, which is making typing hurt =[ BOO.
peace out girlscouts..
xo
1-kayla, boogie and me bowling. 2- a bunch of girls 3-y phis @ initiation jessie me mary caitlin katie 4-me and my big jamie :)